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| Everything I had is gone and all I cared is dead
There's nothing to lean on, there's nothing to hold on
Now all is said and done, left behind like a dream
There's nowhere to go nowhere to go to, nowhere to go to
I thought I had it all...
I thought I had it all...
I thought I had it all...
I thought I had it all...
You took it all, all away, left me there, there to stay
Feeling so cold now, I'm on my own now
Why should I live my life anymore
You are gone and I lost it all
There's nothing to lean on, nothing to hold on
You were everything in my heart and my heart still beats, these empty beats
You were everything in my heart and my heart will go on, without you
Still I have to carry on, carry on and on
There's nowhere to go to, nowhere to go to
I'll hope this pain will fade away, fade away some day
There's nothing to live for, there's nothing to die for
I thought I had it all...
I thought I had it all...
I thought I had it all...
I thought I had it all...
You were everything in my heart and my heart still beats, these empty beats
You were everything in my heart and my heart will go on, without you
You were everything in my heart
You were everything in my heart
You were everything in my heart and my heart still beats, these empty beats
You were everything in my heart and my heart will go on, without you
You were everything in my heart
You were everything in my heart
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| I'm getting 13080Fts as scholarship!  Plus 5535Fts for a buspass, which means I'm getting 18615Fts on Monday 
At least now I'll have money to pay for the album that I just ordered a few days ago...This was one of those few cases where I listened to an album, and was so amazed by how good it was, that I immediately ordered it! I only recommend it to people who know, and like melodeath, but those who do, get it asap, because it's beyond words!
Their debut album, Symmetric In Design, is also awesome, but Pitch Black Progress is just perfect.
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| I couldn't find a word for it, no matter how much I looked, so I'm just gonna go by rehearsal room, until someone enlightens me. We've spent almost all day in there, and I'm happy to say that it's almost finished. The windows are sound-proof now, that was the major part of our work, I expect that only silent scraps of sound will be able to leave, through the windows. We've also laid (?) down the rugs, all that's left is making the place noise-proof (we're gonna start using it before that, since we don't have enough material to do it just yet, it will be a work that progresses continually, as material becomes available) and of course packing-in, which we will do tomorrow and the day after. Finally. Can't wait...
My sleeping-schedule, or however I should call it, is so totally messed up. It takes a lot of time for me to get used to this getting up at 8 thing again...well, I can only blame myself for it. Atm, I'm terribly tired, probably because of all the work. Matthew terribly tired=totally crazy. Sometimes when I'm like this, people find my behaviour funny... (I just found out that this piece of sh*t spell checking program is American of course, because it tells me behaviour (English spelling) is a mistake, AND I've just found another definitive proof, it also tells me that american is a mistake (no capital letter) but it doesn't do that for Finnish for example. As Joccer's shirt says, "God Less America!" God how I hate that nation...)
"There's men underground, who have never seen the sun, but they really know how to paaaarty, little men from underground who have never seen the sun, but they really know how to paaaarty, and they raise their wooden pints and the yoink and sing, and they fight and dance till the moooooornin!!!" Haha. Korpiklaani rules. Long live Folk-metal XD Perfect music for my state of mind atm.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABGwniFV6GE - WOODEN PINTS!!!!
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| Somehow, this error persists. Whenever I browse my blog, the computer keeps freezing up, and the screen goes blank...I have never seen anything like this before and I can find no logical explanation to it...weeeeird.
First week of the 2nd semester's over, I have less classes than last semester, but some are more difficult, and I'm getting more credits for them. I still have mixed feelings about the university...I like being there, and I enjoy most of my classes, but this thing in the back of my head, that I have no freaking idea what I can do with an English degree keeps bugging me from time to time. I'm considering my options, staying, leaving, staying for only 3 years, completing a 2 year course parallel to this one, finishing all 5 years and then getting another degree somewhere else etc....
I've been doing lots of work on the.....(there is no fucking word for próbaterem in English)....rehearsal room (wtf?) for our band, the ventilation's (fuck you, that word DOES exist, and it IS written that way. I hate automatic spell checking programs) almost finished, we're gonna lay down the rugs later this week, then we can pack the stuff in, then we need to make it soundproof (or rather just noise-proof...) and it's hello all-weekend-long rehearsals and such. Sorry about the many bracketed thoughts and the cursing...this is supposed to be a blog about my thoughts, well those are my thoughts, like it or not. Comments welcome as always 
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| Yesterday night couldn't have gone worse. Okay, that phrase has proven never to be true, there is always an even worse situation, but it sure felt that way.
First off, our drummer completely forgot about the rehearsal and didn't show up.
Second, my head decided it was time for yet another totally uninvited, out of the blue migraine. Joy.
Third, her brother was there with her, and I couldn't get one second alone with her to talk to her, but I really need to.
Fourth, our drummer was supposed to bring back news on how we're going to rent that other place or not, and now I don't have a single clue about what's going on and everybody keeps rushing me to get it done. Just woooonderful.
On Monday, I went to see Apocalypto with one of my former classmates. The movie was good, and we haven't seen each other in quite a while, so we talked a lot, I really enjoyed it all. Also bumped into some friends, it was good to see them too.
This weather is just crazy. A few days ago we were skating with my sis, and it was snowing. Today, I went down to the station in a shirt and a pullover. Totally crazy. This is going to kill most of the plants if it keeps up being this crazy for years...I'm not really concerned about myself, but the next generation, like if I ever have kids for example, they are going to be born into a horrible world. Shame. My mind boggles again. I should go and do something worthwhile.
P.S.: Whenever I browse my blog, my screen keeps blacking out. It freezes, goes black, and then comes back. WTF?! | | |
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